Monday, June 14, 2004

Breaking the Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

-Linkin Park's Breaking the Habit-

I have 13 days more in this company.

I saw a very nice and fresh stalk of sunflower on my desk...next to it was a whole pack of keropok lekor, keychains from Langkawi and Pangkor and a bagfull of nougats. Hmmm....the joys of being back from somewhere after school holidays. You tend to get a lot of tokens/souvenirs...but I still believe its the thoughts that really count. Of all the 100-odd staff in this IT division alone..there are people who still remember me while they were on vacation. Its a nice feeling.

And 13 days more...It'll be a new beginning all over again. I'm not even sure whether I'm looking forward or dead scared.

I've been with this company for 8 years. From 'just married' to a mother of two. I've grown with the company and at the same time, I've grown complacent..way too complacent. I simply don't strive and I don't go out of my way to achieve something anymore.

I just need this change.

Truly need this change.

....gotta work now..err..wait..let me check what TGV has to offer at 11am......


3 comments:

Anonymous said...

seems like your attendance today without accompany with any souvenier to your staffs! Them looking buts its look like up to no avail. Tell them, or even anybody like what the great Hitler once said in his false alarm diary
u'll never find a gold on a sandy beach
u'll never drill for oil on a city street
thus, Bloody Berkhamp not scoring his penalty against France!

sak said...

hahaha.....England lost to France, eh?

dudae_simboyo said...

when beckham missed the penalty, i knew france will win the game.