Friday, October 15, 2004

Ramadhan

Ramadhan is here.

Every year I will hope to be a better person, not miss my prayers, to express my shukur more and basically refrain from all the bad things that fasting should. Almost every single year, I would fail. And failed miserably.

Today is the first day, and I’m still holding on.

My hands are trembling from nicotine withdrawal. My heads throbs slightly for not having the daily dose of caffeine and the attention level still starting to waver – my glucose level is going down…My vision has tiny yellow dotes floating around.

Wait..I’m getting all these wrong, I’m supposed to concentrate on the good deeds…all these are merely the devil’s obstruction to my faith.

Ok…breath in…..

Husband dear – what’s for berbuka again??


Note: Don't mind me....this happens every first day of puasa.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

~~hahah...how's your 1st day? Okay I hope..Odin and I will fight every evening, sebab 2-2 tak tahan..hihi..26 more days to go~~

dudae_simboyo said...

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good thing every one stays away from me the first few days. but after that, everything is pretty back to normal.

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